Starry Night and Extreme Frustration

I know, I know... once again it has been a while since I have posted. I've had a hard time singling out any individuals thoughts. (Isn't that a sign of high intelligence?)

Starry Night is coming along. I have finished the first page of the pattern... roughly 22K stitches. Go me.

Slow and steady wins the race, right? Please tell me I'm right. LOL

Yesterday I was full of sadness and anger. Trouble entered and exited my life in a whirlwind a few years ago. It's amazing what meth can do to a person. Thankfully, I am strong enough, even through my own weakness, to know that particular path in life is full of devastation. However, yesterday, I saw Trouble via a photo.  My sadness and anger were not aimed directly at Trouble, for I knew the prologue of the story, but aimed at the decisions made. I have no desire to see Trouble in the flesh, but I hope that a path to peace and enlightenment has finally been found.

As for today... it would seem that there are games afoot. Women should build each other up, not knock each other down. We are no longer dealing with the angst and drama of middle school. We are grown adults. We need to act like it and strive to push each other towards greatness.  The frustration of passive aggressive tactics is mounting. My curse is being too nice but my eyes are open.


Thanks for letting me vent. I needed it. Now, I need more coffee.
Stay warm peeps! XOXO